Veto Oh Holy Veto, When I think about you I somehow also think abou the פזמון that is sung on ל"ג בעומר, "נעשה אדם נאמר בעבורך"
OH Gevald let it be real, let it not only be thoughts, thoughts without deeds tell me how much I'm contradicting myself. חכמתו מרובה ממעשיו are to fickle to be called real even when it seems like I'm ready for it.
Is there only an English and Hebrew Atzcach? Is there no Tibetan Atzcach? Or maybe Buddhist one?
I don't know yet and I don't care. I'm not Avraham Avinu (yet).
Hasid dear, I have lost your God a long time ago. Instead, I have found ethics and truth, but then I realized that this is the God I was really searching from the get go.
Again I really need a society, I need to be discplined to do things even when my mind is not there at that moment, my מעשים have to be more than my חכמה, My habits of מעשים, which are much more rigid than thoughts, should help me not lose everthing in a moment.
Why do I care if your God exists? Why do I care how many angels fit on the head of a needle? Or if your God can make a square triangular? I would leave that for later.
Let me just be humble, let me never see anything other than it is, let me allow myself to do contently what I see fit, what I really see fit, minus all the misconceptions and contradictions.
When I don't do right by my wife and kids, when I don't do right by my parents or my coworkers, I am contradictin myself, I am then doing things other than what my heart is really urging me to see and do.
That is what I should be busy with.
Hasid, I don't really mean to disparage 'your' God, the last thing I would imagine is you defending 'your' God.
